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Man turned into a woman: The hard way!     321 views

Julie_Tgirl
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Man turned into a woman: The hard way!

This pertains to this group of “Turning Boys Into Girls”. It is a story of a man that was turned into a woman. A girlfriend of mine, Joyce, another Tgirl, told it to me one night when we were telling each other about our transformations from male to female. I told her my story first, which has been written in here and then she told me hers. This is from someone that now totally 100% lives as a woman.
He was just a normal guy named Joey in his early 20s and ran with kind of a rough but decent crowd of guys, they were oilfield workers. She, or I should say he was in the wrong place at the wrong time. They were in a country and western bar in southern California and there was a barroom brawl between his group and another group of men that were construction workers. Somebody from one group said something derogatory to someone in the other group but alcohol was the main factor. The two men who had the dispute started fighting and soon both groups were fighting each other. Beer bottles and broken cue sticks were being used as weapons. The police arrived and broke it up but there were some serious injuries. Some were hospitalized and one person from each group died as a result. Both groups were charged with manslaughter. They all received 10 to 15 years in a state prison. He was sent to the prison that was the receiving center for the state and after a couple of months there was sent to the prison where his sentence would be carried out.
This was where he became a she, or him a her. There were wolf whistles and catcalls from the inmates as the new prisoners unloaded from the bus. They went through processing, examined for lice, strip searched and told to take a shower. They went through a line and got there clothing, shower shoes, tennis shoes, blanket and a pillow and their personal hygiene items such as bar of soap, disposable razor, plastic comb, toothbrush and tube of toothpaste. For clothing they were issued a long sleeve chambray shirt, denim trousers, denim jacket for going outside on the prison yard, 1 white boxer shorts and a pair of white socks. All there clothes had their inmate number on them.
There was a big Caucasian man with a shaved head and black goatee on the lower bunk of the small narrow cell reading a paperback book. He looked up at Joey and said, “Who the fuck are you.” with a country accent. Joey introduced himself and offered his hand for a handshake. At first the inmate glared at Joey and then smiled as he got up. The man was huge and his 6’3” 250 pound frame towered over Joey who was 5’8” and about 160 pounds. He also was hairy but very muscular and had some tattoos. Joey was severely beat up by his bigger cellmate and afterward by him up the ass. Joey was an anal virgin and had never been fucked in the ass before that. His/her assailant had a thick 8 inch dick. They could get Vaseline in prison and that was what used for lube.
The bigger man was named George and was a real bad ass that could fight and he was respected and feared. He told Joey that his name was now Joyce because he once had a girlfriend Joyce and liked that name and he was now George’s punk and bitch and also be like his girlfriend and wife. George went on to tell Joey, now Joyce that he, now a she, was going to be as much like a woman as she could be in prison.
Joyce never had any desires to be a woman before that or any homosexual desires at all. He had been totally straight and all his sex had only been with women. George liked blonds and made Joyce grow her blond hair out long. She would do many things that a woman would do like shaving her body and keeping her face shaved smooth everyday.
At that prison if someone was a transsexual before they went in and was on hormone therapy before they went into prison, they could continue hormone therapy at the expense of the state. George made Joyce lie and say that she was a transsexual on female hormones before she came into prison. She had to go to the infirmary every day and get a shot in the butt of female hormones and male hormone blockers. George got the information from another inmate that had a transsexual bitch as to what female hormones she was taking so that Joyce could tell the doctors that was what she was taking also. If Joyce had no idea of what prescription to tell, the doctors would have denied it. The doctors did question why Joyce did not request hormone therapy at the receiving center prison and also why Joyce didn't show any physical signs of being on hormone therapy. But the doctors did place Joyce on hormone therapy. Joyce did not want to take the hormones but was forced to by George. If she didn’t do what ever George told her to do he would beat the shit out of her in the cell that night.
There were others like Joyce in that prison. They were used as women the same manner Joyce was. Almost every night she was fucked in the ass or forced to suck George’s dick until he cum in her mouth and was forced to swallow his load. The first time he cum in her mouth she tried to spit it out and she got slapped around in the cell for doing that. She would gag on his huge thick load but she would swallow it, it was better than the alternative. George would smile and say that he was adding healthy nutrition to her diet because semen was full of protein and nutrients. He made it sound like he was doing her a favor and she better appreciate it.
He took half of her food from her tray in the chow hall and used the excuse that she needed to keep her to stay slender and keep her feminine figure. He would allow her what she needed to stay healthy and his semen was part of her diet. When he cum in her mouth and made her swallow it was like giving her vitamins.
The warden had told new inmates when they came in that they were not to alter their clothing in anyway. But when it came to those that were made into punks and bitches, the prison administration looked the other way. George made Joyce cut off the legs of her trousers and make like ‘Daisy Dukes’ out of them. He did not allow to wear her boxer shorts as underwear and the only time she was allowed to wear them was as just a pair of shorts and she had to request a size smaller so they would be tighter on her. She had to feminize her chambray shirts by cutting off the sleeves and collar and remove the top buttons so it couldn’t be buttoned. To close it she had to use the tails in front to tie together in a knot at the bottom the same as a woman would wear something like that with the tails hanging down below the knot. She was not allowed to wear her prison issued sneakers or socks but had to wear her tan plastic shower shoes which resembled a sandal to make her look more feminine.
The warden and guards made some allowances on things like this like this because of being a maximum security state prison there were some real bad asses as inmates there. They felt that the hardcore inmates might be easier to manage if they had someone to use as women. So the hardcore would prey on the weaker making them punks and bitches.
They could get basic makeup in there but they had to buy it. George got a list of makeup items from one of his friends that had a transsexual bitch. He made Joyce buy those items to make herself look more feminine. She had red lipstick, blue eye shadow, eye liner and mascara, blush and foundation that she now wore on her face everyday because George made her wear it. A couple of other transsexuals taught her how to apply her makeup to her face. She also let her fingernails grow out a little ways and painted them red with some paint acquired from one of the craft shops in prison and it was almost the same shade as her lipstick. She got better with practice and soon could put on her makeup just like any woman. George wanted her madeup and attractive for him at all times.
George wanted her as much like a woman as possible. She got a small mirror and sat much like a woman at the small table in the cell in the mornings while putting on her makeup. George got to where he would kiss her like she was a woman and finger fuck her during foreplay but would not touch her penis during sex because he didn’t want anything to do with being homosexual. To him Joyce was just like a woman. He also protected Joyce from other inmates that wanted to her.
Within just a few months Joyce was now like a woman. The hormone therapy was working and Joyce was becoming more feminine in her ways, gestures and mannerisms. Her speech and her walk became like a woman’s.
She had to walk beside George with her arm hooked around his as if she was his wife or girlfriend. They walked that way on the prison yard and also to the chow hall and to the auditorium to watch movies or to the tv room.
At first Joyce was appalled at the thought of being made into a woman and had thoughts of suicide by jumping off the 3rd tier deck and going splat on the concrete floor 3 stories down. But Joyce changed as time went by and she became more feminine. She looked forward to being fucked by George as she got used to that. She also learned just how he liked his dick sucked and got to where she could swallow his load without gagging. She was starting to fall in love with George and felt that same way about him as a wife does her husband. They became lovers.
Many times while they were walking together George would reach down and hold her by the butt. This was to show the other inmates that butt belonged to him and she was his. He had PROPERTY OF GEORGE (with his last name also) tattooed on her buttock. In prison George was considered her ol’ man and she was his bitch. This was just the same as a male /female relationship on the outside.
They showered together and the tattoo on her buttock could be seen. Sometimes George would fuck her in the shower in front of everyone by pinning her front up against the wall with him behind her or bending her over. Sometimes he would take her standing up with her ankles on his shoulders, her arms around his neck and face buried against his shoulder as she held on for dear life as he bounced her up and down on his dick. He fucked her in the showers just to display his ownership of her in front of everyone.
Their cell was their house and she had to keep their house clean. She had to sweep and mop the floors in the morning and make the beds.
Her hair was growing long and she would go to the prison barbers and get her bangs trimmed because she was wearing kind of a pageboy style and that was what George wanted. He thought with her blue eyes and blond hair the pageboy style looked cute on her. She would have to give a blowjob or piece of ass to the barbers for their services.
As time went on she went down from about 160 lbs to about 130. She was slender and feminine and the female hormones had some effects on her body. Her butt became womanly and widened as her hips slightly widened and it stuck out as a girl’s butt does. Her legs became more womanly and shapely. She had a slight indentation at the waistline giving her somewhat of an hourglass shape. Her aureolas and nipples got bigger and she was developing breasts, they weren’t really big but she was about an A cup, that was due to the estrogen. Her breasts were just big enough for George to feel up and suck on. Her shoulders narrowed as she lost male muscle mass and her arms became smaller in girth around the bicep/tricep and forearm areas. She had less hair to shave because of the female hormones. Her facial features became more feminine and her skin softened and became more feminine to the touch and her penis and testicles shrunk almost to nothing. With the exception of a vagina she was almost totally woman.
This went on for about 5 years. The more womanly Joyce became the more strongly George felt about her. A few times he even slipped up and whispered, “I love you,” to her which warmed her inside and made her feelings for him stronger.
Her long hair was now down passed her shoulders and almost to her nipples in front and her shoulder blades in the back. Her and George were actually due to be released right about the same time and they discussed living life together after they were released. Joyce would remain as the woman and George the man. They would have like a marriage relationship with Joyce as the wife. Joyce had no problem at all passing in public as a female and she was an attractive woman also.
There was another guy in the prison by the name of Ray that decided he wanted Joyce for himself. He was a big guy and almost the same size as George but was black and wanted a white bitch. He could have taken one from someone else or even taken a new inmate coming in and punked him and made his own bitch but he had the hots for the blond haired, blue eyed and feminized Joyce.
George and Ray had one hell of fight where they hit each other with thunderous punches. Joyce told me that if there was ever a classic fight between 2 bulls, it was this. The fight was about even for a while but George remained the stronger and finally beat Ray down. But even George took quite a beating even though he won the fight and had to recover. Joyce told me that a prison fight was like one of the worst barroom brawls that one could witness because there are no rules and the two combatants are literally trying to kill each other. Not only do they punch and kick but they will slam each other’s heads into steel poles and brick walls or try to choke his opponent to death or until he passes out. They kick, they bite, and they gouge eyes. Joyce said that she witnessed a few during her sentence and they were some pretty vicious, savage and brutal and bloody.
After George healed life went back to normal but while George was healing he was not fucking Joyce. She said that she missed it because she got to where she was used to George taking her almost every night and she had become to enjoy it. The first night they did fuck again Joyce got on top and sat on George’s dick and bounced up and down on it as he was lying on his back on the bunk. She had lubed his dick and her hole both with the Vaseline. Even though George’s dick was inside her, she was the one doing the fucking.
About a month later Ray and 2 other men ambushed George. Ray had a shank, a crude prison made knife, and as Joyce put it, “He shanked up George.” He stabbed George numerous times in the abdomen and when George brought his hands down to his body Ray stuck him in the throat. Ray and the 2 men ran away to dispose of the shank and not get caught. It didn’t take long for George to bleed out and die. He was dead before the guards got there.
Joyce was in her cell by herself. She cried for George and was devastated. George was her lover and had become like her husband. She was in love with him and he became in love with her also. Once Joyce had totally submitted to George and accepted her role as his bitch their relationship became close and George treated her good and like his wife or girlfriend. He would smile at her and laugh with her. He kissed her frequently like she was a real woman he would put his arms around her and hold her by the butt when he kissed her. Their relationship was no different than a male and female relationship on the outside in the normal world. George would go talk to the cooks in the chow hall and have a cake baked for her on her birthdays and they would have a birthday .
The only bad thing George still did was he would Joyce out to other inmates when they had spent all the money on the books that Joyce had. Joyce would go to another inmates cell and suck his dick or get fucked by him. Sometimes she would spend the night with the inmate. The guards that did the count at night and when they walked by after lights out and lock up, they already knew Joyce was in that inmates cell. That went on with other inmates that had punks and bitches also; it was actually a pretty common practice. It was done in exchange for cigarettes, beef jerky, candy bars, and sacks of peanuts. With Joyce it was sometimes makeup when she was running low. The inmate would order makeup for her. George didn’t smoke cigarettes but did use the other things and he would make the deal with the inmate, rather it was goodies for him or makeup for her, and she would go to his cell to give him a piece of ass or a blowjob. Sometimes a lucrative deal was made and that was when Joyce had to spend the night with the inmate, the bitches and punks where the closest thing to a woman the inmates had.
That was when Ray decided he wanted Joyce as his bitch; she had spent the night with him getting fucked all night long. George and Ray made a deal for Joyce to spend the night with him.
Ray approached Joyce and told her that if she valued her life that she had better not say anything at all about attacking George. Also that she was going to become his bitch and he was going to submit a request to have her transferred to his cell and she better sign it or else wind like George. Fearing for her life she moved in with Ray and became his bitch. He also had a thick 8 inch dick. She had no emotion for him being with Ray, it was just survival for her. She was still in love with George. Ray shared her with other black men and sometimes they were rough with her.
After a couple of years with Ray, he was paroled and released. Joyce found out that if she went to the warden that she could request to be PC’ed up, protective custody, and put in a section of the prison that housed people like her, snitches and the weaker people. She remained as a woman and on hormone therapy and spent the remainder of her sentence there until she was released for good behavior and also prison over crowding was a factor. She still had to frequently drop to her knees to suck a guard’s dick and swallow his load after he cum in mouth or bend over and a get fucked by him as he got himself a quickie.
Joyce remained a woman after her release. She had become so feminine the last 7 ½ years in prison, that she knew nothing better. She had to find a doctor right a way to prescribe her hormones for her. She now lives as woman and no one suspects that she is a genetic male and easily passes as a female. She works as a so she can live as a woman and sucks dick and gets fucked in the ass but she has a boyfriend also. She had a boob job and now sports a D cup rack and wears a 36D bra. She is scheduled for SRS and is now a pre op transsexual. After completing of her sex change surgery and becoming a woman legally and with a cunt and vagina she plans on getting married to her boyfriend and being a wife. She has also taken secretarial classes and wants to work as a secretary after she legally becomes a woman. Her boss will never know what she really is and just think that he has a sexy woman for his secretary. Her boyfriend wants her to just be a housewife after marriage and she is contemplating that also.
If prison would not have never happened to her then she might still be a masculine male today working in the oilfields.
This was Joyce’s story.


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sad in a way but good story and wow is all i can say

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Yes it is sad of what happened to her lover in prison. She swears that it is a true story. The night of the fight in the bar, Joyce who was still Joey at that time almost stayed home that night but went out because 'he' was bored with watching TV. If he would have stayed home that night then Joyce may still be Joey. Her surgery date for her vaginalplasty is very soon and with the exception of having a womb, ovaries and uterus, Joyce will be a woman with a cunt and female vulva and with a functioning vagina. Joyce and her boyfriend are excited and looking forward to it. She wants to become a Mrs. and be legally married. I kind of envy her and asked her if she wants to trade places. She said that her boyfriend has a 7 1/2 dick that he will be shoving up her new vagina every night.

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well I'm new at this but i got to say she is very brave i still yes new at dressing up and nothing like her but she is ,well sounds like taking the leap , i do really admire that soo much of the strength it takes to take that i just willing to loose my man hood so to speak yes in a way i would love to know what like to be a woman but i cant make the leap , ok i a wimp i know but hey i still new at this . why at such a old age yes i call my self old do some start to wake up or see different paths ? yes i love my children and om my gowd grand children lol ok i sorry i am rambling ....but i want to know the finish of this story and well as you can tell i yes mixed up

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Family and kids are a deterrent to many from going all the way into womanhood via SRS. Twice I had decided to take the leap and go all the way into womanhood but didn't partially because of those reasons. Another is that I would have had to stay on HRT (hormone replacement therapy) the rest of my life to stay totally feminine and not be a freak. The first time was when I was much younger, early 20s, and was in southern Calif. I just wanted to be a woman was my reason then. I talked with the psychiatrist had started my HRT and had my surgery dates for my boob job (breast augmentation) and vaginalplasty, penis and testicles surgically removed and a female vulva formed with a vagina cut into the body. I wanted to have tits and a cunt so, so, sooo bad and be a real woman and feel what a real woman feels and live my life as a woman. One of the reasons I stopped then was because of a lot of botched operations then at that time. I wasn't willing to gamble on a botched operation and be a freak instead of a woman or a man. The second time I started SRS (sexual reassignment surgery) I fell head over heels in love with a man during a 3 month fantasy marriage in which I was the woman and wife and we decided to make it permanent. I was going to become a real and legal woman for him and we were going to be legally married and I was going to be his wife and him my husband. I was anxious to have his dick being shoved my newly constructed vagina every night or whenever else he wanted to do it to me. If he still wanted to I would still let him fuck me in the butt when he wanted. During our fantasy marriage he was fucking me in the ass almost every night. Once again I started my HRT and had arranged my surgery dates for my boob job and my vaginalplasty. This doctor showed me pictures of different breasts and I had picked a pair that were D cup and he said he could give me almost that same exact set of breasts, or very close to them. He showed me pictures of different female vulvae and said he could make mine like almost any one of them I chose. I became excited as I imagined myself with the set of jugs I selected for my tits and also the pussy I selected for my cunt. He told me that keeping a little pubic hair around my slit (labia with pussy lips and a little clit peeking out from between them) would make it look natural and real. I was in constant euphoria thinking about my future life as a housewife. We had even discussed adopting children so I could be a mom. I asked the doctor if I could produce milk from my breasts and he said that was possible. We would adopt newborn infants and I would get my milk flow started so my breasts would become milk jugs and I could nurse my babies from my breasts just as if I was their natural mother. I had even designed a special harness to put on to keep the baby attached to my breasts and nursing from me as I walked around the house doing my housewife chores and duties. That was so I could work and feed the baby at the same time. I even imagined having twins with one attached to each breast as I vacuumed, swept and moped the floors. The thought of really and actually being a being a woman, wife, housewife and mom had me exited. The bubble burst when my lover changed his mind. I cancelled my surgery dates and quit the HRT. But I did come very close to total womanhood. Now I work as a male but live as a female.

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boy i hear ya on that tuff to take the leeep i am so new at this i just to clothing right now but i too want to feel a man inside me and not just my ass

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Great Story! Thanks!!!!

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quote alaskanight:
boy i hear ya on that tuff to take the leeep i am so new at this i just to clothing right now but i too want to feel a man inside me and not just my ass
Your desires will get stronger. You will become more and more feminine and like a woman. You will increase and add to your female wardrobe. You will also may want to start doing some womanly things like douching and inserting tampons up what you will now consider your 'vagina'.
I work as a male and have to wear male exterior clothing. I cannot leave my breast forms glued on because it would be to obvious but sometimes I do leave my pussy glued on and I am wearing female underthings under my male work clothes; panties, garter belt and hose and sometimes have a tampon inserted up my 'vagina'. Having a tampon inserted does give one a real feeling of femininity and womanliness. I don't use them because I physically need them because I don't have menstrual periods but use them just for the feeling of femininity and to feel womanly. I also use Midol as my pain medication. If you start using tampons, they are just hard compacted wads of cotton and will be uncomfortable after insertion so you will need to use a small bulb syringe to insert a little water behind it to soften it and expand it inside your 'vagina'. It will fully expand inside you and form itself to your 'vagina'. You will be very aware that it is there and it will make you feel so much more womanly and feminine, I know they do me. I wear them while dressed as a woman, or in my women's swimsuit or even nude. I wear them when doing housework or even on a date to make me feel more feminine and womanly but I do remove it before sex. You might picture it in your mind of the little white string hanging down from between your buttocks as you have it inserted or what it looks like inside you while fully expanded and formed inside you while up your 'vagina'. Years ago I used to use the old Tampax brand with the open top cardboard applicator, those could be difficult sometimes to insert up your woman hole. The recent years I switched to a different type, the first of this type that I knew of was made by Kotex and had a plastic applicator with a close top that folded over and made it easier to insert and opened when the plunger was pushed and placed the tampon up inside the body. There are 2 new brands that I have been using lately that insertion is even easier. Tampax Pearl Glides and Playtex Gentle Glides to me are about the same. Both easy to insert. If you do decide to try tampons don't use excessive lube during insertion. Just put a dab or very small amount on the end of the applicator or the opening of your girl hole. I have got to where I can insert without lube. If you get lube on your fingers the applicator will get slippery and be difficult to insert. When one presses the plunger to insert the tampon the whole applicator will try to slide in and through your fingers. Remember, 'your' girl hole is a bit different than a real female's hole. Ones like ours do have a restrictive opening and grips things differently. If you really want that feminine and girlish feeling of being a woman then I suggest using tampons while dressed in fem, lots of Tgirls do. If you have any questions about using them, please ask. Douching is also a feminine and womanly thing to do. I do that regularly and especially before a date or sex so that when I have a man's dick shoved up me I will not leave a mess on it. Another female trait is rambling on and on as I am doing.

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boy i hear ya on that tuff to take the leeep i am so new at this i just to clothing right now but i too want to feel a man inside me and not just my ass
P.S. girlfriend, I get to rambling when doing girltalk.

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P.S. girlfriend, I get to rambling when doing girltalk.
It's not rambling when it's such valuable information for those who have not advanced as far as you have! THANKS for all the great insights!!

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Hey, how ya doing girlfriend? Glad to see you're still around. I was trying to think of something else to write when Joyce told me her story. She told me it was true and after doing a little checking it all added up to it very well could be. I know a few guys that are ex-cons and they said that does happen in some California state prisons but not in all the prisons, where she was sent was just one of them. I was told that prison is very rampant and the guards will do nothing about it and it is very common to hear the cries of pain and begging and pleading to stop and the beating during the night after lights out and nothing is done about it. Joyce said that she had no choice but to start enjoying being fucked because it was going to happen to her anyway rather she wanted it or not. After 7 1/2 years of being a woman and the effects of the HRT on her, Joyce said she just became to effeminate to be a man once again. There is no way now that anyone can tell that she was once a man. She is a pretty and attractive woman and makes a cute girl. Soon she will be a real woman with her own breasts and female vulva with a vagina. She already does on her own but soon will be forced to pee like a female by sitting on the toilet or squatting. Although she will have to dilate herself after her surgery, she will be saving her vaginal virginity for her wedding night. Her new husband will be the first man to fuck her in her newly constructed vagina. She will be a secretary or a housewife. She has asked me to attend her wedding and said that I could also be one of her bridesmaids if I wanted. I might just do that, I have never been a bridesmaid before.
You should write a book! I'd be first in line to buy it and would have you sign it for me too.

I'm sure lots of gurls out there would be happy to be in your friend's shoes (pumps). Being forced into it would take all the burden out of having to make choices or decisions that are so difficult when deciding to take the huge step to coming out.

One person's reality , so many people's fantasy!

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no i dont mind your " " rambling it was very informative and well i want to learn as much as i can thank you for this site

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on the tampon thing is that why it was sooo uncomfortable is i didnt use a little water ?

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thank you on the hint for tampons now i feel more like a lady

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quote alaskanight:
on the tampon thing is that why it was sooo uncomfortable is i didnt use a little water ?
Yes dear, a tampon is just a hard compacted wad of cotton with a string attached. The first time I ever inserted a tampon was in my very early teens it was very uncomfortable and to the point of hurting. I knew they were absorbent though and I even pushed one from its applicator into a bowl of water and watched it expand to about 7 or 8 times its original size as it softened. I had seen in the little instruction pamphlet from the box of what it looked like inside a woman and wanted it to do that inside me. I used a bulb syringe to squirt the water up into me and the tampon that was already inside me up my 'vagina' immediately started to soften as it expanded inside me and filled my 'vagina'. It was now very comfortable to have inside me and I was well aware it was there. I was nude and turned my back to a dressing mirror and then turned my head back to see and when I saw the little white tampon string hanging from between my girlish buttocks, I had an unbelievable rush of femininity that I cannot describe. It was my very first euphoria. I felt so very feminine and girlish. I savored the moment and would turn my head forward and then back again to see the tampon string hanging down. It felt delightful as it filled my girl hole (rectum) and shaped and formed itself to my 'vagina'. I finished dressing as a female and did my makeup. I was in heaven the whole time. One day my mother gave me a note and some money to take to the neighborhood store to give to a female clerk there for a box of tampons for her. I saved that note and protected it and used it at different stores to buy my own boxes of tampons. I had a well hidden supply of tampons all the time after that. I used one about twice a week when I dressed as a female and wore makeup while my mother was at work. Tampons were my first true addiction.

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quote FAWN69:
You should write a book! I'd be first in line to buy it and would have you sign it for me too. I'm sure lots of gurls out there would be happy to be in your friend's shoes (pumps). Being forced into it would take all the burden out of having to make choices or decisions that are so difficult when deciding to take the huge step to coming out. One person's reality , so many people's fantasy!
Maybe someday I will right a book, girlfriend. I could title it "I Am Woman" by Julie. It delights me that someone such as you,girl, enjoys reading my writing. Its because of girls and women like you that I do write.

You use tampons, girl? You will be surprised at the sensations of femininity and womanliness that a tampon creates.

with love,

Julie

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quote Julie_Tgirl:
Maybe someday I will right a book, girlfriend. I could title it "I Am Woman" by Julie. It delights me that someone such as you,girl, enjoys reading my writing. Its because of girls and women like you that I do write. You use tampons, girl? You will be surprised at the sensations of femininity and womanliness that a tampon creates. with love, Julie:*
But I guess I should learn to spell 'write' right before I write a book!!!

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quote Julie_Tgirl:
But I guess I should learn to spell 'write' right before I write a book!!!:">
I wouldn't worry about that part, that's what editors and proofreaders are for. Your content is the most important part of your stories, not the spelling or grammar. Let someone else fix that!

And when it becomes a best seller, you can laugh all the way to the bank!

MWAH!

p.s. Never tried a tampon .... "yet"

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if i were ever to go to prison i would be a mans femme bitch becuse i love being femme and who knows deep down it might have been what she wanted all togeather being a woman and prison made it cum out of her ,nice story loved it

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quote sissy4u:
if i were ever to go to prison i would be a mans femme bitch becuse i love being femme and who knows deep down it might have been what she wanted all togeather being a woman and prison made it cum out of her ,nice story loved it
I asked her that very question, about deep down inside if she really wanted to ever be a woman and she said no. She had never even thought about being fem or even being gay before she went to prison. She said it appeared that the warden and the guards knew what was going on but turned their heads and kept a blind eye. Her only chance of survival was to be made into a woman and prison bitch and be like someone's wife. She also said the she contemplated suicide but saw several in the prison infirmary of those that tried it and didn't die and they were fucked up for the rest of their lives. When she was a he and working in the oilfields, he loved getting pussy whenever he could. Now that he is a she, she will be giving someone some pussy instead of getting it.

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Julie, i know what you said in the story above about Joey/Joyce is true because a good friend of mine spent 2 1/2 years behind bars here in Ohio at 3 different prisons for attempted murder. At Ohio Correctional he had to fight all the time to keep from getting . He's 5'6", about 130 lbs, with a 8" cock; and is not too strong, but very aggresive when angry. He's been married 3 times, and this fight between him and another guy over a girl led to him stabbing the guy in the chest. He's totally straight. Has always been. But likes to show himself off(his privates) like an exhibitionist. Never been with a man sexually. We were roommates for awhile. He chased after everything in skirts. Couldn't keep it in his pants. We got into a few fights over things roommates argue about but, never with any weapons, just fists. When he went to prison, he was at a huge disadvantage since most of the other inmates were bigger, and tougher than him. He got attacked all the time. Sometimes he fought them off; others he lost, and got his butt beat. Then he was forced to suck cocks, take it up the butt, and any other punishments the winners could dream up. Also, in prison races are segregated; and any black inmate who wanted to fuck him or have him suck his cock, ganged up with others; and they all jumped him, and took their turns with him, until they were satisfied. He become withdrawn, more quiet, and very suspicious of everyone. Though he never was forced to be a girl, with hormones,(not available in Ohio prisons, unless you pay for them yourself), or clothing, etc., he was not the same when he got out. I heard he let some guy fuck him in the ass to see what it was like without being beat up and forced into it. He said it was not for him, but I always wondered what he really thought after all those times behind bars when he couldn't stop it from happening. He may also have learned to like it; and didn't want to admit it to a straight friend like me. I always figured he did enjoy it, but wouldn't confess such a thing to me. He didn't want to be seen as bisexual. But I knew by his behavior, and his facial expressions, when he told the story that he wasn't being completely honest. Prison changes a whole lot of things; some of those changes are unexpected, and unwanted, but inevitable once they get you locked up behind bars; and you can't get away from them. Great story, Julie!

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I'm glad you enjoyed the story. As far as it being true or not is the way it was told to me by Joyce. Oddly enough I at one time used Joyce as one of my names before I finally selected Julie.
Usually a Tgirl will select her name that is close to her real male name or select a name that has the same first letter of her male name.
I do know some men that are ex-cons from the California prison system. They became gay or bisexual while in prison because that was the only way to have sex in prison unless one had conjugal visits with a wife. It was either that or one had to have sex with their own hand. There was also a thing called a FiFi sock that inmates would use to masturbate into. It was just a regular white sock.
The ex-cons that I talked to verified this story before I wrote it. I have never been in prison so I can't say for a fact that these things actually happen in there or not. But I have dated and had sex with ex-cons that used me as a woman sexually. Many of them prefer Tgirl pussy as to GG pussy because that is what they became accustomed to and learned to enjoy.
All stories that I write about myself are based on fact and 90 to 95% true. Sometimes I may add little something just to jazz it up a bit. The 39 chapters that I wrote about my life in this group are true and were actual events that took place in my life. I have been a girlfriend to a few men, I was a wife and married to a man, even though the marriage was not legal, but I was bride with a wedding and a honeymoon and lived as a housewife and I was a kept woman for a wealthy man and the rest were all based on true fact. If I write a fictional story I state that it is fiction.
Joyce was forced to live as a woman for a long period of time and in her mind she became a woman although she was not a genetic female. For her it became a matter of survival. She did say that at first she contemplated suicide because she was having a hard time accepting the fact that she was being used as a woman.
I was told by the ex-cons that it all depends on the degree of the prison. What happened to Joyce does not happen in medium security prisons. Only hard core maximum security prisons do these things happen. Joyce had to have the protection of her ol' man which is the equivalent of a husband to keep from regularly being gang . Joyce was considered to be a bitch or a punk in prison. The prison term being 'punked' means the person was up the ass and also forced to suck dick. Being someone's bitch is like being someone's wife. Joyce said that she saw some pretty brutal and violent in prison and that partially influenced her to being a stronger inmates bitch. In her case it was her cell mate that her the first night she was there and just moments after entering the cell.
The wardens and guards cannot control everything and sometimes allow this to happen because it sometimes help control the harder inmates by letting them have a bitch. The bitch in many cases is housed in the same cell as her ol' man and that becomes their house. The bitch becomes like a housewife and takes care of the cell. Her ol' man takes part of her food when they go to eat but leaves her enough to exist on. Not only because he wants more food but also to the bitch slender and without muscle tone so she is not physically strong. Sometimes the inmate will pimp out his bitch making her suck someone else' dick or take someone else' dick up her ass. She is used as a woman sexually and sometimes she is pushed out of her ol' mans bunk after he is finished with her for the night. He has her go to the infirmary to try to score pain medication for him to get high on by telling the medical staff that she needs some pain pills. Some prisons they have to take the pain medication right there in front of the staff which defeats the purpose of the inmate sending his bitch to get him some drugs.
Joyce went through Tracy prison which is the receiving center for California prisons. All prisoners go through Tracy before they are sent to the prison where their sentence will be carried out at. If they are a transsexual or transgendered and already on HRT (hormone replacement therapy) then can get the estrogen and other female hormones they need to remain feminine. They can also purchase makeup and a few other feminine items. Most TS and TG are in for drug offenses or multiple prostitution arrests and are not sent to a max security prison. If they are involved in a violent crime that results in death or use a gun during a robbery then they can be sent to a max prison. They are issued standard prison clothing but some modify theirs to make their clothing appear more feminine. Their prison number is on their clothing and when it is laundered they receive the same clothing.
The ex-cons I talked to said that it sounded as if Joyce was telling a true story and that can possibly happen in California state prisons.

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quote FAWN69:
I wouldn't worry about that part, that's what editors and proofreaders are for. Your content is the most important part of your stories, not the spelling or grammar. Let someone else fix that! ;) And when it becomes a best seller, you can laugh all the way to the bank! MWAH! :* p.s. Never tried a tampon .... "yet"
Fawn, girlfriend every time I see you, you are in that position. Girl are you offering something to the boys????

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quote Julie_Tgirl:
Fawn, girlfriend every time I see you, you are in that position. Girl are you offering something to the boys????:?
I'm A SLUT! A VERY HORNY CD SLUT! Of course I'm offereing something to the boys! A chance to get their hands on my hips and an invite to one tight man pussy! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

You silly girl!


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quote FAWN69:
I'm A SLUT! A VERY HORNY CD SLUT! >:) Of course I'm offereing something to the boys! A chance to get their hands on my hips and an invite to one tight man pussy! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm You silly girl! ;)
OMG, girlfriend, we are too much alike.

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