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Finely Out Of The Closet, And Life Is Good !!!!! 1/5/2006
Howdy Cowboy's
Thought I would write an article on my experience of a gay
man in the closet for to long, as a youngster I was gay from
about 10 years old on, playing with my neighborhood
and always ending up with our clothes off, we never thought
it to be weird, we were youngsters and very inquisitive,
we always wanted to play with each other and compare cocks,
it was fun, as I grew ...
3 Comments, 340 Views,
7 Votes
,4.06 Score
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I Screwed up Years Ago 12/27/2005
From the time I can remember I've liked men. I got married
to a women when I was 20 and had a bad time keeping her happy
with our sex life. Some years later we got devorced and I
remarried another woman trying to stay in the closet. When
I turned 40 I met a Gay man at work that I realy liked and came
out to him. We were good friends for a while when he wanted
me to split the sheets with ...
1 Comments, 675 Views,
10 Votes
,3.19 Score
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Why did I marry the girl? 12/18/2005
Ok well I’m not to sure how to start this but to start with
I’m horrible with grammar Ha Ha.
For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been attracted
to guys or at least had some type of feelings for them. What
I mean is since I was preteen to now I’ve felt more comfortable
around guys, you know that funny feeling. However, theses
feelings I had I never understood one ...
3 Comments, 907 Views,
15 Votes
,5.27 Score
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I don't remember going into a closet, so how do I get out 12/18/2005
It's funny but, most of use did not volunteer to Hide
our lifestyle choices. It either just happened, or we were
so afraid that the world (or someone from our little part
of it)would find out we changed our prepositions and parked
in back where we can't be seen from the street.
We started to ask ourselves scary questions. What would
grandma think? What would the people at Church think? ...
1 Comments, 326 Views,
4 Votes
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how do you explain why you can't love someone 12/18/2005
While celebrating the end of the semester we went out to
the bar and were drinking. Late into the night one of my freinds
(a woman) leaned over and said I love you, I relpied that
i loved her too that she was a great freind of mine and i woud
do anything for her. She askd me not to be scared, and i said
that i don't get scared very easily and it takes alot
to scare me.
She said I want to ...
2 Comments, 368 Views,
9 Votes
,3.64 Score
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The Not So Popular Popular Guy 12/11/2005
All through my life, my family has been one of the most influential
people in the area. My mom was a school teacher, my dad a superintendent
and having several key roles in the state legislature.
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I was attracted to guys beginning in the second grade after
I saw one of my best friends in a speedo at a swim meet. Through
the years, my attraction to guys began to grow more ...
2 Comments, 497 Views,
8 Votes
,4.41 Score
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Finding a Nice, Handsome Guy When You're Bi/Closeted 12/4/2005
I spend my weeks in New York City and most weekends out of
the city. I want to say this, but at the same time, I don't
want to seem conceited. OK, so here goes. I'm a really
good looking guy. Bright green eyes, nice smile, spikey
hair, cute face, medium height. I get checked out by guys
and girls a lot each day. I'm interested in guys, but
can't seem to meet the right guy on the ...
1 Comments, 794 Views,
12 Votes
,5.80 Score
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WHY AM I SO LONELY? 12/2/2005
Life here at my end used to be simple... I haven't had
sex for a loooong time. But it never did matter for me. All
I know, it's just me and my books; me and my former work.
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I had sex 2 years ago, after that, I have been enclosed with
the reality that I don't have the looks. All I have is
just a plane personality. WEll, at first I believed that
personality itself stand alone ...
1 Comments, 413 Views,
9 Votes
,2.57 Score
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I need some advise 12/1/2005
Hey guys hows it going. well, ever since i can remember ive
been attracted to guys but i also like girls but i guess that
makes me bi. well i need some advice. This dude really wants
to hook up with me but im scared. Even though i have no family
here im afraid of getting caught! and im afraid that i might
even chicken out when we meet. and if we do what do i do. ive
never been with a dude ...
7 Comments, 708 Views,
8 Votes
,4.87 Score
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keeping comp clean 11/30/2005
i try to hide my addiction to op but my gf occasionally stumbles
upon something and starts to ask q's is there any way
to clear my comp other than the history ?
3 Comments, 813 Views,
2 Votes
,2.42 Score
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new job 11/24/2005
I spent 23 years working for myfirt bilding company, told
noone I was gay , and nobody asked but got the impression
it would have been a problem. Was made redudant when they
stopped doing what i was trained for , but found a new job(same
work) immediatly , at the new firm was outed by the women
in the office and have had no problems with anyone, all
are pleased to meet my partner, we have a ...
0 Comments, 905 Views,
5 Votes
,3.14 Score
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My Life with a guy 11/22/2005
I have been living in a closet about myself about want to
have sex with only men. I'm bi bottom and have had sex
with other men in that position an have really enjoyed it.
I'm married so I guess I'm bi because of my like
sex with men, but if I wasn't married I really think
I would be gay, just not sure. My wife doesn't want me
to be bi but I am and I can't let her know that I'm
bi ...
1 Comments, 999 Views,
16 Votes
,1.36 Score
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Come out come out where ever you are!!!! 10/16/2005
A room, inside a room, inside a house most say; lies a place
called a closet, Dark yet quite, not much going on in there.
Just the things we put in there, A hat , coat, a pair of shoes,
important papers etc.....It doesn't leave much room
for anything else. So why isn't every time I open that
door to that closet or to anyones' closet, those are
the things I find inside? The closet is a ...
1 Comments, 815 Views,
15 Votes
,6.35 Score
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sex while married 9/18/2005
starting out as a young boy usually with adults it was natural
to pick up men for sex.when I got maried I found myself still
desiring male sex and would escape to bars or book stores
to satisify my cravingd. I would allow them to fuck me or
suck me as I did them. now single it is a pleasure to suck and
fuck openingl;y although because of my I still must
be careful
2 Comments, 1660 Views,
23 Votes
,2.08 Score
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Military Life in Korea 9/1/2005
It sucks being in the military and being gay. I am stuck in
Korea serving my country and I have to limit my contact with
anyone else of my own sex. That just plain stinks. So what
do I do? I play hide and seek. On occasion, I discoverd fellow
lovers. We had a tremendous time making love and on Monday
morning returning to work. No harm, no foul. Life in the
Closet isn't so bad as ...
2 Comments, 1472 Views,
17 Votes
,3.27 Score
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Advice for my first time? 8/22/2005
I want to lose my anal virginity but everytime i get the opportunity,
i seem to back out. Does anyone have any advice to make the
first time less threatening?
7 Comments, 1301 Views,
20 Votes
,4.15 Score
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Women's Panties 8/16/2005
I am a very bi-curious male, who loves to wear women's
panties. I love the way a thong and g-string feel when I wear
them. I have had online sex before but never the real thing.
I want to try but I always get scared. I would love to wear
a nice pair of panties for someone, but I just can't
bring nyself to do it..
13 Comments, 1428 Views,
25 Votes
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come suck me in Independence,Mo at my place 8/4/2005
Independence, Mo guy was first sucked by the yard boy who
asked for a drink.......he wanted more.............jim
0 Comments, 1369 Views,
20 Votes
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Trapped 7/17/2005
I admire every bi and gay man who have the balls to come out
of the closet. Here I am, 31 years old and I am trapped in the
straight lifestyle! I live the secret bi lifestyle! I reside
with a woman and pretend the only type of sex I enjoy is straight
sex. I cannot come out because of my job, family, and friends.
I know, this is nothing new for any guy stuck in the closet.
No, I don't ...
2 Comments, 1461 Views,
27 Votes
,7.03 Score
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Maybe some day I'll comeout 7/13/2005
I have been married since I was 18 but have always known I
was gay.A freind and I started sucking each other off when
we were 14.Back then you didn't admit you were gay.I
have always loved having sex with men Ithink I got married
because I was afraid. Now that I've reached 46 I have
comeout to a few gay friends who have helped me deal with
issues but I am going to have to tell my wife soon ...
1 Comments, 1049 Views,
11 Votes
,5.04 Score
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LIfe's a bitch! 7/9/2005
It really can suck being in the closet. If there's anyone
who knows it quite well; It would be myself. I used to hate
myself. I used to want to drive my car off the road and just
never wake up in the morning.
But Damnit, now that High school is over, it's so much
better.
The SOLE magic power I want is to infuse High Schoolers and
some older people with the confidence to keep going and ...
4 Comments, 556 Views,
14 Votes
,6.34 Score
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it was so long ago 7/8/2005
I had not thought about my high school english teacher in
40 yrs, I had forgotten an essay. So, after school I headed
back to his class. All the other were gone it was up on
the 3rd floor of this old Detroit school. The door was ajar.
But, no one was there so I took a chair and waited after 5 minutes.
I said, oh nuts and started to leave. Than I heard a noise
cum from the little coat room. ...
0 Comments, 1115 Views,
18 Votes
,6.40 Score
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My Closet has opened 7/7/2005
This is my coming out story:
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I used to wonder about myself because I never really found
girls attractive, but I was always horny as hell. I surfed
the net for (straight) porn for awhile, but I found it to
always be the same, and it never really interested me. Then
i realized after a long time that my eyes were drawn to the
man instead of the woman, but I never ...
0 Comments, 1059 Views,
19 Votes
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I think I'm str8? 7/5/2005
Although I don't particularly care to have sex with
a lady now or in the future I still wonder as to why the hell
am I even pondering on the idea. In the past I've had
sex with some chix but that was a hell of a long time ago and
since affirmation of being gay I'm very comfortable
been so. I'm out with all my friends and family and do
rarely show public affection when I'm with a guy. ...
3 Comments, 1120 Views,
13 Votes
,0.96 Score
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Problem x Solution 6/26/2005
Hi All ... I don't think a lot will understand this ...
Maybe others won't even approve of the solution or
the act ... Try to put yourself in my place and tell me what
to do as I haven't got a clue ...
3 Comments, 1007 Views,
4 Votes
,2.86 Score
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Living Two Lives is not necessarily twice the fun 6/3/2005
So what is it to live two lives? I have always wondered what
it would be like to have the characteristic family with
two , white picket fence and but also to have the
opportunity to have sex with hot men of my own age or more
mature. I never thought that I would ever have the guts to
meet anyone on line but then one rainy summer night, after
two bottles of wine, (yes it took some convincing ...
0 Comments, 548 Views,
11 Votes
,3.92 Score
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Surreal Encounter 5/14/2005
I finished work on this particular Friday afternoon headed
to the gym for a quick workout then on my way home on the subway(train).
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A young man walked passed me at station and I really did not
pay much attention to him. He stood 15 metres distance from
me right under the location of the indicator. I kept on glancing
at the indicator as the trains were running out of time ...
0 Comments, 1493 Views,
35 Votes
,7.55 Score
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it was 1964 marine bootcamp 5/3/2005
I was just 18 and had no idea what was ahead of me. They were
so nice on the plane from the marine recruiter to the bus.
But, when the bus stopped and the doors opened, they started
to scream and from the yellow brick road to the first sack
time. At about, 3 am all was quiet. I could hear, this one
guy crying a muffled cry. But, I finally slept for about
2 hours and then the shit hit the ...
0 Comments, 2296 Views,
51 Votes
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I can not come out closet 5/1/2005
I am of indian origin living in Australia.When i was 18 iIhad
first ecounter with another man and after that i knew iwas
gay.but i cannot tell this to my family because they are
traditional indian and think being homosexual is a unforgivable
sin.it has 7 since my first gay sex , still haven't
got courage to tell them that i am gay.i don't what will
do and say.But i cannot have a stable ...
2 Comments, 509 Views,
8 Votes
,3.25 Score
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Gay Trucker in the closet/My close enouunter with another driver 4/19/2005
Hard to know where to start. Being an over the road trucker
and gay can be a bitch sometimes. So many truckers seem to
be really homophobic. As much as I'd love to be more
open about my sexuality, I dare not. They way some of those
guys talk scare me a lot. At truck stops I see so many really
hot looking guys, but I don't dare approach them.
One time, thought things were different. I ...
6 Comments, 1926 Views,
70 Votes
,7.92 Score
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